Super Spunk Monkey

So my random plan to backpack in around Asia worked out. I am in Hanoi, Vietnam right now. I'm having oddles of fun and meeting random people. Suprisingly alot of people speak english here...i guest mainly it the best way to bring in money from tourist.....The Vietmese up here is pretty much the same Vietnamese in the south (what i speak). But the slangs and accent is hard to understand...grudually my Vietnamese is getting soo much better everyday...yayy

Last night i was in Halong Bay...and had a fairy take me to Catba...The fairy was a giant floating restaurant/hotel. It was pretty kewl. When it stpped in the middle of the water..People were allowed to jump off the boat and swim around... It was pretty kewl.. The water was a mix of tropical green and blue...My night at Catba was pretty fun. The city was like a simplfy version of Florida. Coconut trees, 4 lane streets separated by trees in the middle, harbour view and loads of secrete beaches.

I was planning ot travel through all of South Eastern Asia but from the looks of it...there is too much to see and do here. I'm waiting to catch a night/sleeper train to the mountain town of Sapa....in a few hour from now.
This is going to be an awesome self discovery summer.

Heather came to visit this weekend for night/day. it was awesome-O. We were going to go to a keggar but i was tired from picking my sister up from prom, the night before. yeah it was hilarious picking up my sister at an after party at 3 in the morning. All of her friends were piss drunk and rolling around on this driveway. There was my sister coming out of the house, sober as day. hehe she was soo the opposite of me. But the good things is that...Years of living in intense close quarters with me have given her super powers. The power to put up with stoopid people. hehe

Anyways yeah. Heather left dismorning/sunday morning. It starting to feel weird again. So continues another month of a long distance open relationship. gargh so this is what it feels like growing up. HORSECOCK.

p.s. if spiderman were to fight with batman...Batman would soo win. he got the bat belt and the bat machines.

All the girls pose the same for pictures
All the boys got the same girls' hair
I am bored 'cause I feal much older
Look at me, as if I've got a reason to stare

But you talk so loud
that it calms me down
You're crying "let's make a toast"

She says she's leaving on a Sunday
That leaves me one more night
Can I take you home?
I know it's wrong
but I know your type
She says she's leaving on a Sunday
and I don't care
I need to know where to turn
I tried it once
It never caught on
I was the only one who got burned

Suddenly between sheets and eyelids I am reminded why I don't do this
I fall in love far too quickly
I never want her to forget me
When you're gone
Will you call?
Will you write?

I had a court date today. It was for speeding 70 in a 50 zone. my bad, i got i wasn't paying attention to a speed trap. But i manage to talk my way out of losing points and my $130 charge to $38. soo it's been and alright day.

Summer is alright. Kinda boring from last. I'm saving up for a backpacking trip in Vietnam, leaving in July. i can' wait to get away from this for awhile. i don't like liking girls anymore. it makes me angry. anyways it's been a good day... over and out

she wants to use this summer to have an open relationship. i'm going to use this summer to think about this relationship.

You know the night life is just not for me.
Cause all you need is a few good friends.

I want to shred all the fairy tales that i once believed in.... Erase all the love songs from all my playlist....burn all pictures of happier days...maybe in doing this, i will forget how to care. i feel too much and it hurts. What was once an itch on my high shoulder of innocence has become a heavy feeling of pain. I can't bear to support my high head anymore...i just want to find a cure for this pain...maybe the cure is to forget how to feel . Then I would be at pace with the trend...what is this trend?..simply..look..WHAT I SEE NOW IS A CITY POPULATED BY MILLIONS OF EMPTY EYES AND TORN PANTS.... What i'm trying to say is "FUCK" is the new definition to an old fashion word..."love"."...this is the end of romance.

my rambling has gotten the best of me. Evan though hope is fading...there is still some in me..

This Grey old Emo
Aint what he use ot be
Aint what he use to be
Aint what he use to be
The poor old grey emo
aint what he use ot be

hehehe *doing an umpa dance

It's SUMMER TIME!!!!! Woo

Life is alright now. School is almost over and my pet bunny is a month old. It's cute and precious.

Girls situation is quite abit weird. i don't really know what ot do now. The girl of my dreams has become a nightmare....I am reandomly asking myself the same question "is the scenery still beautiful evan after the weather change?".... She's beautiful in her own way but i don't like unromantic she is. I guess pretty girls make good graves... Take that into whatever context you want.

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
It hung heavy on the tree above your head

This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect
Give your immortality to me; I'll set you up against the stars

Gloria,
We lied, we can't go on
This is the time and this is the place to be alive

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
And there is discord in the garden tonight

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

I cut the arrow from your neck
Stretched you beneath the tree
Among the roots and baby's breath
I covered us with silver leaves

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

There is a rose in the Devil's garden
In shadow it grows alone
Many things are dangerous now
In this garden we call home

Be careful as you make your way
Some things are poison to the touch
You've spent your life here in this place
You long to run away so much

My love it is a black rose....
Held out to you by the hand of fate..held by the hand of fate now
And as this dark romance grows...
It's not from the sun, but the starlight that's so far away
Above the Devil's garden

The fertile soil of poisoned hearts
Fed by tears and nighttime rain
Under Transylvanian moon
Grows the flower bred from pain

Death is pure - life is not
So ask yourself, what do you want?
As for me, well I want you
So pick the black rose and let its thorns cut you

I'm scared.

i'm more comfused then ever. i don't know anything. evan though i'm a random person. i'm out of ideas. i have done every crazy thing i could think of. i can't make a path in life anymore. i lost my mind...i lost my inspiration..where is my strive to drive my lfe........

"hello! im The-Anh Tran. im the one that observes everything. i'll notice the little things about you, the cute things. they make you who you are, and to me, i think it's beautiful. i want to be a professional photographer or human rights lawyer. i bite my nails more than the average nail biter. i love collecting things from neat places i visit. that's probably why my room is like a thirft store. i live for good times and good friends. it's all i have, and it's all i'll ever need. hmm i swear i have a small case of obsessive compulsive disorder."- T.N.T., age 15


It's great reading your old profile bits of a younger you. It brought me to a time when i saw a brighter light in everything. Sometimes it makes me relize that i have to go on trying to refuel that dimming flame....have i become blind....

Another boring night at my parents. I can never sleep here. My room is always filled with memories....i think to much... it's already bad enough that i'm a dreamer..

Looking through my yearbook. I relize how much i have changed. If my pass self could see me now...he would kick my ass. I've changed from a once happy craze punk into a nerdy emo..i think. Maybe it's the girls...i did started dating 2 years ago and that is when the everchanging began. The days where i loved life and that was all i love.. life never really broke my heart or changed it moods on me. Like a warm hug i was always embraced by it's presence and it made me happy. maybe i wasn't meant to go on my search of love. it's kinda a dangerous journey..i think i have collected tooo many scars in the past two years...soon or later my body will become full of the wounds of my struggle...maybe i will soon received my last scar that would mark my end and demise...or maybe i will find my body cover in soo many scars that it would create an hard exterior layer..a shield....i do find myself to be more loveless day by day...jaded... maybe

i finally got some of my treeplanting pictures on facebook. slightly lazy to put it on livejournal......but here is my advanture at west edmonton mall

i got the week off. soo we helicopter out of camp



after that we went to West Edmonton Mall for Stanley Cup final weekend. we set off on our epic advanture to find the rest of our friends in the jungle of WEST EDMONTON MALL.



there were wild angry animals like metalic shallow water wales!!....Flamingos....





We rode bumper boats...shot a few locals with hoses of water



then we went through laberyth of tunnels and fought in local tribal wars






the search ensued to the coastal region of West Ed Mall



Then Victory was ours when we discovered the waterhole called HOOTERS. Where we were reunited with our people

HOME ALONE. my family just left for California. I kinda want to go with them but i got work shifts!!! dame you work!!!!!